Nana de Memoirs~

为什么有些东西很难放下？是因为打包不平还是无法轻易忘记？

以我这个人的个性来讲，一定是纯粹觉得不爽，一心想要报仇的心态才无法完全放下。

但是要报复谈何容易，真正做起来是很难完成的。那是因为我有菩萨的心！=）

我一直都很像报复来取得心中的平衡，但我真的是做不到。

我想。。我真的得学习如何放下，不管有多久。

I’m turning into this monster, the so-called shopaholic!!

Who should be blamed?! Yea…the person who came up the idea of online-shopping! You click and spend just like that *snap*

But…due to the circumstances, it’s better to do online shopping than going to the mall! If you go the mall, you ended up buying similar clothing with over 60% of the population in Peterborough! It’s a super wild guess!

So I prefer to do online shopping more! You get better, cheaper and different stuff from the rest of the people in Peterborough! 

My babies~

 

Can’t wait for the spring to come!!!=)

Today marks the saddest day of my life. Which is also approximately a month before CNY and Valentine’s Day. Wow…how sad. I will always remember this day. A day which leads to my new life, a starting point of me being single again. Heh…everyone, I am available! LOL Interested?

I hope I will enjoy myself being single again! 

p/s: A friend of mine, Cheryl, is also available now! She is hoping to find a new guy which she wants to spend her time with!=)

Can I make it this time? I faced tonnes of problems and obstacles but this will be my BIGGEST one and it’s also my very first time dealing with it.

Women can very weak and they are good at hiding their sadness and such. They are born with this abilities because being disappointed by love is like a destiny for them.

This will be a very good experience because it teaches us how to be strong, how to deal with it…and something that we have to keep practicing so we can level up our power in fighting over the evil spirit of bitches and sluts!

So when you see a happy couple on the street, please dont fall into the trap. Things might seem perfect from the outside but it’s actually rotten inside! Things are too good to be true! There are lies beneath every perfections.

I tried..I even tried harder than I can imagined. But how can the outcomes be this disappointing? I thought as long as I keep working on it, things will turned out nicely?! Am I not supposed to do anything then? I think that generate better results than putting any effort on it. Im so deeply buried in these messes!

Wow…so this is what I learnt in Canada. 

p/s:one month before Valentine’s Day. =(

OUT!! It’s out! In fact, it’s out for a week but I only get to look at it today because of some tuition fees issues.

I took 4 courses last semester and I think this will be the easiest semester within 4 years I am in Trent! Seriously, I was lazy as hell….the courses workload were light….assignments can be copied from friends…One word, EASY.

1.Intermediate Macroeconomics Theory I    86

2.Intermediate Microeconomics Theory I     85

3.Organizational Behaviour                       90

-Never expect this will turn out to be THIS good! No bragging =)

4.Fundamental Managerial Accounting        95 

-One of the easiest courses! At least the final was easy. If you considering of getting easy marks.. Go for this!

 

I don’t know what I want anymore…I don’t even have any new year’s resolutions because I don’t see any points of achieving what I’d planned for last year. They are meaningless for some people no matter how hard you work on it!

Should I continue to put my focus on it or be concerned with other things that matter more?

This is my first time in my entire life worrying over this kind of thing and not know what to do about it. I used to think myself as "cold-hearted" and will never ever be bothered for even one minute…but I was completely wrong! Hope things get better after class resumed. I bet it will!!=)

And I am not ready for my school. I’m lazy, hopeless and completely out of sense! During my previous semester, I copied most of my assignments from friend because my brain was too lazy to think.

Btw…The grades out, but I can’t view it only because JPA has not paid our tuition fees. I am so anxious on how they would be!!Good or bad? Only God knows…

Sigh…please lead me to the right path. A path that will promise me less obstacles but more happiness. But will God be that stupid to tell me? Of course not…so get ready with all the difficulties awaiting ahead of me!

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I think miumo is doing her thinking as well…Miumo:"Should I eat or sleep now?Wow…what a headache!" 

 

 

OMG…Im falling in love with baking! Baking is definitely one of the most enjoyable things I’d done in Canada. Im gonna bake more often from now on. Thanks for the lovely oven my dear landlord!

My recipe:

Preheat oven to 375°F.

In a mixing bowl, cream together butter and sugars. Add eggs.

Sift flour and measure out 2 1/4 cups. After measuring the sifted flour, sift again with remaining dry ingredients. Add the flour mixture to the creamed butter and sugar mixture.

Stir in vanilla, nuts and semi-sweet morsels. (We like Macadamia nuts and almonds, but walnuts, pecans or peanuts may be used). Add raisins, if using. Craisins make a nice variation.

Drop the cookie batter by tablespoonfuls onto a parchment or silicone lined baking sheet.

Bake for 10-12 minutes or until cookies are set and firm and only lightly colored. Do not allow cookies to brown.

Transfer to wire racks to cool. Store in an airtight container. Cookies may be wrapped well and frozen.

p/s:I prefer minty flavour so I added 2 tsp of peppermint extract into the batter and also one square of melted unsweetened chocolate for extra chocolate flavour!

Source:http://www.cooks.com/rec/view/0,1610,147188-235198,00.html

 

The batter after mixing every ingredients together.

Mold into shapes you want. But round shape the easiest…

Hot from oven after 10 minutes of baking~

The final product! I think it’s a huge success for a first-timer like me!

Took a bite..nyum~They test the best when its still warm and when the chocolate chips are melted!

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OMG!!They are all gone!!!LOL XD

 

It’s sad to be a toy…When there is something newer, more interesting and more fun out there, the old one will be replaced.

When the toy is old, broken and wrecked, it will still be ditched even though it has sacrificed itself just to entertain their owner.

To be a toy…it’s destined that they will have endings that filled with isolation, hopeless and cruelness.

 

I am sad…so sad. Why nobody cares about me anymore? I want to go home..T.T

I dont want to play the blaming game anymore…I always like to blame someone else and make it their fault whenever something gone wrong.

I should be doing more thinking or learn how to control my emotion. It’s annoying that emotions often take control over my rationality!

人是都是自私的动物，每当付出时，都会想得到相当的回报。可是现实生活中，那里有可能每次都让你尝到甜头的？那也太幸运了吧~之所以如此，很多人都不想付出，只想得到回报。我就是其中一个~

但是以做生意的角度去想的话，投资在一个不赚钱的地方也未免太蠢了。还不如忍痛把资金调到别的地方，让收获倍加！不过在那之前要仔细观察和考量，就好比想谈好场恋爱，都要考虑另一半是不是你的料。但是爱情通常都是没理智的，谁会去考虑到以后会怎样怎样啊？

这真是一大学问，要好好研究研究才行。当爱情傀儡不如当爱情专家？！