I think I am so good in scheming and always so good at hiding my mistakes.
Not gonna say what I did but I can say that they are not the good ones..LOL
Even though honesty is something we should always uphold, but being devious undeniably a good way for survival. If you are not tricky enough, others will just simply take advantages on you.
But dont have to worry if you are my friends, I am referring this strangers or people who are not related to me.
I always think I am good in managing my own emotions but apparently I was wrong. I was so emotional that I was freaked out by myself! I refused to talk to anyone, hang out with friend and even cried for no reasons. I guess I was depressing myself too much and my brain can no longer handle it! Too much pressures can result in death!!lol
Anyways, this no longer troubles me because I am in good mood again. I just need something so that I can express all the unpleasant feelings that are inside me! And I found it last night! yay!
This will be the first real post after abandoning my blog for ages.
Nothing much changed except summer’s gone and replaced by the chilly fall.
And maybe because of the gloomy weather, I am always in the moody mode. The feeling of loneliness is haunting me like never before. There is no excitements, and all the laughter I used to have were already long disappeared.
Just like the shadow, my heart is alone without anyone’s companion.
Missing my family and friends in Malaysia like crazy. But waiting for the reunion is like waiting for the bus that always takes forever. My heart will always be in real pain within this two and half year before I get to go home.
My tears are falling just like the falling leaves. Nobody can really understand the darkness that is well hidden deep inside my heart.
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Not to forget my photo even though this is not a happy post.
Whoah! I spent one whole week without doing anything! In case you don’t know, the previous week is Trent’s Reading Week, so, it’s basically I was on holiday for a week. Poor blog with insufficient updates…
