I think I am so good in scheming and always so good at hiding my mistakes.
Not gonna say what I did but I can say that they are not the good ones..LOL
Even though honesty is something we should always uphold, but being devious undeniably a good way for survival. If you are not tricky enough, others will just simply take advantages on you.
But dont have to worry if you are my friends, I am referring this strangers or people who are not related to me.
I always think I am good in managing my own emotions but apparently I was wrong. I was so emotional that I was freaked out by myself! I refused to talk to anyone, hang out with friend and even cried for no reasons. I guess I was depressing myself too much and my brain can no longer handle it! Too much pressures can result in death!!lol
Anyways, this no longer troubles me because I am in good mood again. I just need something so that I can express all the unpleasant feelings that are inside me! And I found it last night! yay!
This will be the first real post after abandoning my blog for ages.
Nothing much changed except summer’s gone and replaced by the chilly fall.
And maybe because of the gloomy weather, I am always in the moody mode. The feeling of loneliness is haunting me like never before. There is no excitements, and all the laughter I used to have were already long disappeared.
Just like the shadow, my heart is alone without anyone’s companion.
Missing my family and friends in Malaysia like crazy. But waiting for the reunion is like waiting for the bus that always takes forever. My heart will always be in real pain within this two and half year before I get to go home.
My tears are falling just like the falling leaves. Nobody can really understand the darkness that is well hidden deep inside my heart.
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Not to forget my photo even though this is not a happy post.
Whoah! I spent one whole week without doing anything! In case you don’t know, the previous week is Trent’s Reading Week, so, it’s basically I was on holiday for a week. Poor blog with insufficient updates…
Ha! Blog’s dead again! No updates recently because of continuously sickness and laziness of course. Everything starts to becoming normal again, for example school and work. No more stressed like in the beginning of school. And also, I dropped one of the courses just because I don’t think I can handle it since it’s harder than I thought and it’s third course! So, I am free and my schedule looks nice and sweet~
Jae is back in Peterborough for Thanksgiving so I am happy to see him even though it’s only for 2 days. We spend great times together and sometimes I think it’s a good thing that we don’t see each other so often…But not seeing someone for a long time is not something enjoyful! Ugh, such a contradiction.
Anyways, that’s all for now. And my cat hates me alot because I always try to annoy and scold her! Not my fault though, it’s because she scratched for no reason! Ok, maybe because I whistle and sing alot and she totally hates it!
So, tata~
Water spilled on my computer so it stop working for few days and this is also why I wasn’t able to go online since the screen blacked out after few minutes being switched on.
I hope it’s going to work properly for the next few days. Gonna update soon, bye~
Not only I work there often, but spend there often too. Yea, again, I am back to Matsu for some kind of birthday celebration. What a routine for me to go there…I really wish there are more places to dine out in Peterborough. Nevertheless, I got so many free food from my owner though. So, it’s a trade off thingy. And luckily, Lansdowne Place, a shopping mall in Peterborough, is having an expansion. I hope to will bring in more shops and choices for the poor consumers here.
The girl in the middle is the birthday girl. And she looks extremely like my 3rd sister! Not only looks, but attitude as well!
And the random money on the table..-__-
Girls in action!
Fruits boat the restaurant would give as present for any birthday people. And the owner will also take picture and stick on the wall as memory which looks like this.
Sin Chan’s mum, the princess, the bunny, pirate with beard and the mean kitty.
I shorten my fringe and my hair length is longer. I actually prefer me with longer hair…
Something extra. Siew cooked us Curry Laksa this morning and it taste like heaven! I am not lying but I almost teared after tasting it!
She tried her best looking for the ingredients. Instead of real meat, we got hot dog instead..lol.
It’s been a year since I last blog about Hari Raya! Time flies is all I can say. And today will be officially the last day of summer…T.T
So, this year, instead of paying for my own Raya food, I got invited to this open house held by Malays. The numbers of Malays in Trent increased dramatically because most of the juniors from Malaysia are Malays. There are 7 of them in total! Whoah~ They are here just in time since I need good food so much!
There was a girl from Bosnia who kept making compliments about the food! And I think she had 4 rounds in total! OMG~But undeniable, it’s super delicious.
So much! They brought those from home.
It’s our flag!
All are malaysians except the girl besides me.
Hehe…
Having a job and going to school at the same time aint easy…But since I am having a cat now which also means higher expenditures, so I have to work just to get the extra pennies.
And it’s even harder when your love one is thousand(im not sure..lol) miles away from you…It sucks when you need a shoulder to lean on but no one is there for you.
Miss you so much…and how bad I want you to be here..T T
OMG OMG OMG! School starts in few days! Since I am procrastinator, I have so much left undone such as buying textbooks and etc. Luckily, I am at least done with the course registration and my schedule is fixed!
Here is the list of the courses that I am taking for the next 6 months.
1. Organization Behaviour
2. Fundamentals of managerial accounting
3. International Trade
4. Intermediate microeconomic I
5. Intermediate macroeconomic I
None of them sounds interesting for me except International Trade. And what makes it worse is that I have wake up early as 3 of my classes start at 9am. And you know girls take forever to prepare so I have wake up at least before 7.30am just to make sure I can make it on time. And now I am staying with another 3 girls, how can I get into the shower without waiting for at least 20 minutes???Gosh..it’s horrible by just thinking about it.
By the way I got my new student card! Notice anything?! Yea, I got my nickname "Nana" printed on it! Isn’t that amazing? I bet most of you guys don’t have this~
However, he got my name "Hui" not starts with the capital H. Omg..I am so pissed by just looking at it. It’s like a black dot on a piece of paper that ruins everything! Arghh…I am such a perfectionist huh!?
Anyways, I hope everyone will be enjoying your schooling times~
