Nana de Memoirs~

This will be the first real post after abandoning my blog for ages.

Nothing much changed except summer’s gone and replaced by the chilly fall.

And maybe because of the gloomy weather, I am always in the moody mode. The feeling of loneliness is haunting me like never before. There is no excitements, and all the laughter I used to have were already long disappeared.

Just like the shadow, my heart is alone without anyone’s companion.

Missing my family and friends in Malaysia like crazy. But waiting for the reunion is like waiting for the bus that always takes forever. My heart will always be in real pain within this two and half year before I get to go home.

My tears are falling just like the falling leaves. Nobody can really understand the darkness that is well hidden deep inside my heart.

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 Not to forget my photo even though this is not a happy post. 

Ha! Blog’s dead again! No updates recently because of continuously sickness and laziness of course. Everything starts to becoming normal again, for example school and work. No more stressed like in the beginning of school. And also, I dropped one of the courses just because I don’t think I can handle it since it’s harder than I thought and it’s third course! So, I am free and my schedule looks nice and sweet~

Jae is back in Peterborough for Thanksgiving so I am happy to see him even though it’s only for 2 days. We spend great times together and sometimes I think it’s a good thing that we don’t see each other so often…But not seeing someone for a long time is not something enjoyful! Ugh, such a contradiction.

Anyways, that’s all for now. And my cat hates me alot because I always try to annoy and scold her! Not my fault though, it’s because she scratched for no reason! Ok, maybe because I whistle and sing alot and she totally hates it!

So, tata~

 

 

I am cat fetish. Therefore, I got myself a cat even though I can barely take care of myself.

The cat is 2 years old and I got it from a guy who is going back to his country after graduated from university. Even though it’s an adult cat, but since it looks like Bumiao alot, so I decided to keep it.

Like the title sounds, her name will be Miumoooooo instead of her old name which is Cici(eww…what a lame name~LOL)

And not miumo, but miumooooooooo….make sure to make the ending longgggg enough. 

Omg…isnt it looks like the clone of bumiao?

Can barely sees her eyes because of the black patches. 

I bought the pink collar for fcking $8.99! My necklace only cost me 5 dollars nia….

 Annoyed face of her.

 

My 3rd sister gave birth to a cute little baby girl at 9.30am on the 11th of August! Even though I can’t be there to witness these happy moments but I am here to congratulate the couple on their baby’s new arrival!

The only photo I got from my brother.

Please take more photos!!! 

So cute and chubby!

OMG….I am so bored!!!!!!!

I don’t know what else to do other than repeating my routines!!! Help me…

I think most of the people are back to Malaysia and now having a great time their friends and family already..sob sob

By the way, my little brother’s application for JPA scholarship is officially accepted! Who would expected 2 of our family members will be  benefited from this scholarship?! Yay~I am so proud of my family! Wow… 2 family members studying overseas without spending our parents money! This is what I called studying, instead of sponsored by the parents, which I called spending.

I was sooo worried for him and kept dreaming about the probable result the whole night and now all the worries are gone after he told me he succeded this morning!

Ah Boy, you did it!! And I know this mean so much to you since you are a high achiever(for me, I dont really care lol). So, from now on people will 对我们刮目相看了。。。especially those stupid relatives. Wooohohoho

 

My room::

Teddy bear without a face. 

 

 

Since my birthday falls on the same day with my final exam, so I celebrated it before the actual date. This is what we called "Kiasuism"! LOL

But heh, due to the reason that we used to be poor, my family don’t have the tradition of celebrating birthdays. Not to forget that I have 8 siblings somemore! Even though we are getting "richer", still it’s not an important event to waste money for. So, birthday celebration can always been something special to me.  

I know some of you might feel sick if you are eating the same food in repetition. But, I still like sushi and bibimbap a lot even though I had it for few times in row within only one month. So yea, I went for sushi AGAIN!!!aahahha

It’s Chinese characters! This cake traveled in the bus for few hours before it reaches to me. 

Bibimbap, my love

Kaya combo-vegetarian sushi

Jae’s tempura udon 

Pressie I got. Yea, I was covering my bloated stomach with my hand…I have to say it works real well!

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And the next day, I had sushi for my dinner once again! I know it’s sinful to do this, but I can’t resist the temptation!

Green Dragon with eyes and weird eyebrows 

 

Anyways, thanks Jae for doing all these. I appreciate it so much and I mean it,really

 

 

 

p/s: Interviewed for a waitress position this afternoon. Hope I will get this job so my precious and dear summer wont be wasted~

The result was out!! I mean the SPM result..For people who don’t what is that stands for, it means Sijil Pendidikan Malaysia( Malaysia Education Certificate)…I am not with the translation though. Basically, it’s a certificate you will get after 17 years of studying!!!

And I am here to congrat my little brother,Fuzai, for his fascinating results! Technically speaking he is smarter than me, which is 9A1 and 1A2. As for me…8A1 and 2A2..LOL~Ok ok…I am not here to show off, but to being informative!

I know it’s not a BIG different, but still it’s a BIG one from Malaysians’ perspectives.Whoever gets more A(s) than another person, he or she is considered smarter and the one who gets less…is the stupid one!

I am sure my mother is now busy showing off and telling people how smart and how clever his AH Boy is! Haha…She used to do the same thing on me too! Nonetheless, I was flattered by it..muahhaha 

Alright…now it’s his turn to apply for the JPA scholarship…I really hope his application can be approved and being given the opportunity to study in overseas. Poor people like us will never ever have the ability to pay everything on our own!!! Pity huh?!

So, AH Boy Good Luck and wish the luck is on you!

Love, Nana. 

p/s: Heh!Look! I am wearing the same shirt in both the photos! The only thing is that I have different hair length!

Maybe because of the reason that Chinese New Year is coming, everyone seems so moody…Of course I mean those who are away from home. I am in moody mode too… As a result, I didn’t do well in those quizzes compare with last semester where I was much more like a hard worker. I

Now, I just simply skim and scan the texts and did the quiz right away without thinking too much. Worse is, assignments are slowly coming and I cant pay much attention to my schoolworks. So, I am violating my new year’s reolution right now.

Called my mummy few days ago, out of all sudden, I miss my family and friends so much. I really wish I can be there during Chinese New Year. I am experiencing homesickness that is so strong for the first time…

I miss my mum’s cooking.

I miss my cat, momiu.

I miss hawkers food in Hui Sing.

I miss Sarawak Laksa.

I miss the visitings and all the junk food during CNY.

I miss eating so much without worrying my weight.

I miss gazing at the fireworks with my family.

I miss watching movie with my little brother and sister.

I miss the hot sun.

I miss wearing my SUPER short shorts and slippers.

I miss groceries shopping with my mum.

I miss karaoke-ing for 4 hours non-stop at home.

I miss the participation in singing competitions.

I miss the dance classes and the performances.

I miss playing friendster instead of facebook.

I miss EVERYTHING in Kuching.

I am so weak now. I really need something to cheer me up. Sadly, there is none.

I know it’s kinda late to blog about new year…and I dont actually plan to write one. But, since I am being criticized too often this few days, I decided to have some new year’s resoution too!

1. Slim down

-everyone said I am a FATTIE when they saw me!!Even my family in Malaysia!

2. Stay healthier

-sleep early and eat healthier, less junk food!!

3. Become prettier

-if I have healthier lifestyle means I have better skin! Better skin always a bonus of becoming pretty!

4. Score better in school

-been slacking off too much! Time to cope up!

5. Be a better girlfriend

-im never a good one, hope I can do better in future!

Thanks for everyone that contributed themselves just to make my life easier and those who create a stronger me for giving me troubles!

Thanks for the tax payers that allow me to further my studies in overseas.

Lastly, thanks for my friends and family who is always beside me.

p/s: Rachz, you are always my best jimui!!Love you~

International Canadian Pre-U(ICPU) fellows, we seriously should feel proud for being in this course for one year! Even the lecturers of the course are much more nicer than the rest such as ADP, SAM, or A-level~ Ok, it’s my opinion only, so dont bother to judge it!!

Mr. Mac and Ms. Kim, I am sure you guys know who are them la, made 2 hours driving from Toronto to Peterborough just to visit us in Trent! And not only us, they had visited to U of Mcmaster, Geulph University, U of Toronto, and etc. I am so touched with their effort in trying to help us as much as they could!

Mr. Mac, used to be my lecturer of Business Organizational Management, and he is freaking fun and has his own personality instead of being flat and boring~ Although I am not Ms. Kim’s student, but I think she is the nicest person ever!!!

They were here for 2 hours talk, just to make sure everyone is doing fine. Questions regarding to our concerns and needs were asked as usual…then snap! Time passed! They were here at 3pm and have to leave at 5pm due to the reason that it’s dangerous to drive at night!

Photos time~

Ms. Kim and I.

Mr. Mac and I. V

3 of us!

While having our talk in the cafeteria! Mr. Mac, as cute as usual!!

Say cheese~ Obviously, Xiao Wei was saying something other than "cheese"!

Ms. Kim was having fun capturing photos with her cell!

Iz…not a good one!

2nd shot….Perfect!

Gift from them…Heh!I have no idea why the glove was showing middle finger…I have nothing to do with that!

Kuzha and Asyraf.

A natural side of me…This is how my eyes look like when I am not trying to enlarge it and act cute! Credit for Siew Lung for secretly took it while I was not aware!

Malaysians gang, instead of Trent gang, because Xiao Wei suddenly bumped in…LOL!!

 

Something SUPER EXTRA~

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I was exercising for the whole night! Is this real me? Nana exercises?! Yea, you must be thinking: "Are you kidding me? That slowly gaining FAT nana actually exercised??"

Heh…I am not kidding, I, indeed, played badminton for an hour and running on the machine for 30 mins which is not bad for me..So, stop saying:"Only 1 hour and 30 mins nia mar…what to show off??!!"~

After that, me, Siew Lung, Xiao Wei and Asyraf, went to Tim Horton to have some hot drinks. Guess what?! I had 2 donuts and 1 hot chocolate~ Means, all the exercises I did were pointless!Duh….= =

While drinking…Was playing with Asyraf’s gloves…the huge and biggest gloves I ever seen(exaggerated)…

WOW~ Finally….I have palm-size(巴掌脸)face….

OMG…my fingers are too big to pick my nose!

Shit..it doesnt works at all…How am I going to clean my nose huh??

Not suitable for children under 12~

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The biggest middle finger you ever seen!!!!Nah~